Ginger broke a leg and we were riding around on bicycles to get to a meeting. She kept trying to walk on it, so I had to keep an eye on her so that I could come pick her up and carry her whenever she wanted to move. I kept thinking we should go to the vet to fix it but there was always some bigger emergency looming that got in the way of taking her to the vet. Or maybe we were underground and going to see the doctor wasn't on the list of things that we could do, at least not without risking everything.
I'm not sure how much more I should tell you.
Unrelated to dreams, I went to the acupuncturist several times this week for a very very stiff/painful neck and they fixed it (mostly). It feels sore now, but it's entirely usable; the sharp immovable pain is largely gone. The needle poking continues apace, however, as it's still not gone gone gone but I want it to be, desperately.
I don't know why acupuncture works but it does. It seems to point out that our current understanding of how the body works is incomplete. My inkling is that there's something mental or neurological that's attached to pain and poking at muscles with tiny needles triggers some widely missed connection between the self and the body.
When they poke you with needles it's like having your skin pinned more firmly to you, like a tanner pinning a hide to a board. It's like having a half dozen lightning rods affixed to the plain of your skin, so that you can breathe out energy through more holes than just your nostril. It's also none of these things because by and large they are unnoticeable.
The place I went for acupuncture in Manhattan's Chinatown had a machine with electrodes that they'd hook up to needles across a muscle and send pulses down and into it, a flood of alt-signals all attempting to coax your frozen muscle fibers to stop sending out distress flares, to relax, to forget about what they were mad about and just chill the fuck out. This new place doesn't do that but I wonder sometimes what it'd feel like to get those pulses into the very core of soreness and tenseness that comes from holding up my head.
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