Struggling with the things I have to do right now. Perpetual stomach ache head ache from all the tension of trying to be this thing that I am not.
The thing that I am is me now but it's tensionless. I don't feel tensionless. Who is the me without this tension?
It's time. It's time to cut the cords and go and be but I don't know where to make the first cut, which cord is worth holding on to, or which one will make me fall. The converse being that not trimming means that cords are still breaking, just the ones that I don't see, that aren't of my own choosing.
It's ok, I don't need much to hold me up. My spirit animal is Magneto.